My god! My sleeping habits have gone down a great deal. I've been sleeping less than three hours a day. Guess it's time to say that I have insomia. O_O My back is still killing me from all the dogs I lift. My wrists are startted to hurt from all the grooming and of course the chip in my knee is a pain in the ass. And my weight.... I dropped weight like a greyhound. Must of lost about 15 lbs in two weeks. Although my weight loss isn't surprising. I'll gain weight just to lose it all the next month or something like that. As for my smoking habits..... Ok I'm going to admit, that went up. I'm smoking a pack a day now T_T. Well actually a half a pack considering my friend Jeremiah always ask for some, so I share XD. I still do want to quit smoking again and stop for good this time. I'm just having a hard time at the moment.... Ok I admit, I'm stressed out, not exactly a burning out, but I'm close.

I've been working alot this past few weeks. Not much at my job, more like alot to do at home. Trying to get the addition set up before my dad leaves for Afganistan. So that's alot of cleaning. Trying to get some last minute spending time with my sister before she leaves. My sister is actually moving to Seattle on Feburary 4th. She flying out instead my mother cominng down, she can't afford it sadly. Ah well. I'll make the time to visit her in the summer.

Speaking of my sister, she's NOT pregnant! Thank God! That would give my dad a stroke of a lifetime. Hell I almost had a stroke when Caitlyn had the scare.

Anyway, work has been annoying. My boss can't make up her mind whether or not she wants me to work a full day, or a half day. Not alot of dogs to take care of at work. I love my boss, I really do. She's like a second mother to me. But for god sakes she can be lazy as hell. I know that she's 56 and all, but damn I need help too. Which is why I'm always psyched that I work with my co-worker Barry on Saturdays. We get everything done in less than an hour... Then we figure out what we should do next since we're bored.... Ok... So working with Barry has it's downfall too, but I get help. Which is all I really wanted.

INternet life? Usual stuff. Dealing with a shitload of trolls, mostly on Youtube. Though I somehow got myself banned on a roleplaying forum..... O_o.... Ok.... Not my fault! I've been on that RP for some time now and everyone are making these rediculous stus and godmodding. So I left. I explained why I was leaving. I didn't curse. I didn't flame. AND I wasn't intending to insult people. Hell the worst thing I said was that (So and so) was an idiot.

Anyway.... I left. Said my peace. And what did they do. They took my post as an insult. The mods deleted it. One said that I was rude and unprofesional. Another kept saying that If i can't handle the RP, get the fuck out.... And there was my favorite: "Azure your fired for making insults and for being a huge jerk your the one that seems like a noob at rp so dont you ever insult (the Admin) and the others."

Ok for one... I left before I was "fired" So that was completly stupid. Two, Noob? Oh that made me laugh. If only that Mod could see the other RP's am in. Keep in mind that I did not curse, I did not flame, AND it wasn't meant to insult anyone. For sanity's sake I'm a critic! I've been more of a critic since my sudden lack of sleep and my oh so rising stress levels.

*sigh* I serously need a vacation. I'm having major money issues at the moment. I'm paying my sister's rent as well as my own. So I'm paying about $280 a week for rent, which is practically my whole paycheck. -_- And since I'm paying for my sister's room, I've been really strict with her and Jeremiah with keeping it clean. It's the least they can do for me at the moment.

Anyway.... I'm off to bed. More like lying down lol. I'm pondering whether or not I should post the "Goodbye letter" I posted on that RP I left. Ah well. Morning all XD.